Colors blend in a deafening roar,
an emotional roller-coaster tour.
Being pulled up, down, left and right.
Full-blown emotional plight.
Red rings harder then blue,
causing me to cry then stew.
A volcano of fear and desire,
the culmination of water and fire.
Steamed up in an empty pot.
My heart feels like a vacant lot.
Panic melts as emotions part,
but I am far from back to the start.
Clouds of doubt show my true colors,
a rainbow that’s not defined by others.