Colors blend in a deafening roar,

an emotional roller-coaster tour.

Being pulled up, down, left and right.

Full-blown emotional plight.

Red rings harder then blue,

causing me to cry then stew.

A volcano of fear and desire,

the culmination of water and fire.

Steamed up in an empty pot.

My heart feels like a vacant lot.

Panic melts as emotions part,

but I am far from back to the start.

Clouds of doubt show my true colors,

a rainbow that’s not defined by others.