It’s crazy how much we rely on things we have no real understanding of. I know that there are a lot of intelligent people out there who could probably come up with an answer or at least explanations for most things. I also know that there are a lot of spiritual people who also feel … Continue reading Who knows?
I’ve been spending the last few weeks spending my time and energy on my family. My wife has a compromised immune system and my daughter has asthma so I’ve been slightly stressed since January. I live in the USA and we’re so unprepared as a country that it’s scary. So we’ve been self quarantined for … Continue reading A Time for Togetherness
Should I? Pondering the unanswerable, A quandary wrapped in an enigma. Palpable, but not quite tangible. Instant relief equals eternal stigma. Could I? The instrument is in my hand, A tool that can cure or destroy. The gesture is certainly grand, Is this delusion or a ploy? Would I? Can my sanity be bought? Is … Continue reading Late Night Soliloquy
I’ve had many ups and downs. Some days I feel like I am slipping back into the void. When I say “void”, I am talking about the dark pit I’ve fallen into in the past. A place I haven’t been back to in years. I have visited this vile hellhole and gotten my toes wet, … Continue reading Psychotic Episode
Running Away From Darting for the door, Overwhelmed by childhood fears. Flashbacks in the wind. The Choice False smiles mask sadness. Pain reflected in dead eyes. One way out of life. Between Life and Death Death watches over me. One decision frees my soul. I choose to live life.
Sometimes on the darkest day, When light is but a fading thought. I sit upon the edge of you, Wondering if this is all for naught. Your beauty is truly sublime. You offer is hard to resist. An escape from the subprime, Where redemption may still exist. Your whispers smell of sweet decay, Staring down … Continue reading The Void