The heavens tear apart, Ripping asunder the frivolous evening. Calming beams of pure enlightenment, Break the void of darkness. What was once, will never be again. To each of us, a chance at redemption. A virgin slate, a destiny unforetold.
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Hope – A Haiku
When all is but lost, The only hope is yourself. Dig deep, don’t give up.
How I Manage my OCD
The Art of Relaxing One of the hardest parts of my day is taking a break and relaxing. I have a hard time sitting still, I tend to jump from one thing to the other. The problem is when I am focused on a task, I get completely obsessed with achieving my goals. I have … Continue reading How I Manage my OCD
Why?
Seldom am I asked, In a context that is needed. When people do use me, My advice is hardly heeded. I am crucial to every story told, Asked by those both young and old. Question, ask, investigate, and try, Just remember the power of Why.
The Lone Wolf
Solitary. I have no pack. Left behind. Broken. Starving.... Arctic winds whip across the frozen land. A howl breaks the silence. Followed by two more. Found. Hopefully it’s not too late.
Before I Was Diagnosed
The Lumber Incident I worked for this big box hardware store, where I mostly stocked shelves, but I did have to help customers on a regular basis. I had a hard time with people, especially new ones, so this aspect of my job was hard. I tried to not focus on the person and just … Continue reading Before I Was Diagnosed
Last Night
Two Steps Forward, One Step Back. I went to a wedding last night. I had some reservations about going, and those are written here: Read my post about my social anxiety here The wedding ceremony was beautiful and it was nice to watch two people who clearly loved each other embark on the path of … Continue reading Last Night
Muted
Screaming, eyes tearing. Lungs contracting and burning. Neurons firing, but no response. Fight for what? Flight to where? Decisions, decisions. No choice. No voice. Static on an old T.V. Freedom on the horizon. But something taken, can never be.
Faster
Running. Sprinting. Go. Go. Go! Speeding up. Rubber burning. No. No. No! Walls appear all around me. Brakes are failing. Slow. Slow. Slow! Speed won’t drop. I can’t stop. Smash. Thrash. Crash.....
Social Anxiety
Socializing One of the things I have the most trouble with is socializing. I have a hard time with family events, and sometimes I can’t even hang out with my extended family. When it’s an event where I don’t know anyone, I just can’t handle it. Now if any of my old friends or family … Continue reading Social Anxiety
One Regular Dad 