Time to heal, The scars are worn. The pain was real, My mind is torn. People see me, judge me, hurt me. Then they simply walk away. They stain my mind, guessing blindly. Their words and actions lead me astray. Compulsively straining to understand, I feel like a foreigner in a strange land. Confused and … Continue reading Healing
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Fighting For My Life
Shame, Shame, I Know Your Game. This is the hardest post I've made so far. Shame is a hard topic for me. I hate parts of myself and I am working on healing them, but honestly it has not been easy for me. I spent years feeling ashamed and alone. I had this idea in … Continue reading Fighting For My Life
Running for my Life
Running at a frantic pace, One slip, and I lose the race. Never stopping to take life in, If I did, I’d never win. Fearing the man in black, Too frightened to glance back. Faster, faster, faster! Who’s the slave? Who’s the master? Collapsing in a heap, Finally he comes to reap. I look back, … Continue reading Running for my Life
Forever
Eyes lock. Time stops. Electricity orbits you, Then me — then us. You draw me in, Getting drunk off your scent. I swoon and fall, You catch me. I run, You catch me. I cry. You comfort me. Laughter and tears. Shame and fears, Hot dates, Soul mates. Forever yours. Forever mine. Until the end … Continue reading Forever
Disjointed
Caught by a breeze. Where did you go? Carried ..... Music washes over me, Bathing in ...... Laying in bed. Up on the roof. Dancing at midnight. Caught by ....... So many choices. Stop and start, Come and go.
Distracted
Focusing...… or at Least Trying to I have ADHD and some days are just a whirl of me running around like a squirrel on fire. I tend to stop and start projects in general, so these days I try not to start anything important, but I told myself I was going to make a post … Continue reading Distracted
Intrinsic Indifference
Life crashes against me, With a primordial force. Darkness surrounds me, dragging me to my knees. Into the bleak divide I fall. Breathless.... Floating downwards, Into the nothingness. Finally at peace.
Anxiety
A Family Bond If you have read any of my other posts, you know that I have anxiety, along with some other mental health issues. If you haven't, well you know now. What you might not know is that my wife and daughter also suffer from anxiety. My wife is an amazing women. She's smart, … Continue reading Anxiety
Redemption
Gradually falling through a spacial abyss, Trapped in my head, somethings amiss. Dark twisted thoughts seep through my skin, Manipulating and transforming -- The product of sin. A single ray of light burns through the dark, I can see clearly for once, thanks to a spark. Crawling slowly up the slope, a much harder climb, … Continue reading Redemption
Hope
It's Not a Four Letter Word. I have been down some dark paths in my life. Inside I knew they would lead nowhere, but I still journeyed down them. These decisions were not made out of ignorance or stupidity. They were made out of fear of change, because in some ways it felt safe and … Continue reading Hope
One Regular Dad 