Positivity blinds me, It fuckin binds me. I strive, Not to thrive! To just survive. Tight rope walking, Fake shit talking. Welcome to my life, The age of strife. Bat shit crazy, With a hungry knife. I get paid I get laid, The chaos fades. But.. The demon might sleep, But my soul it will … Continue reading Fallen
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Train Wreck
On the right track, get off my back. Why can't you cut me some fucking slack? Off the rails, telling tale tales. About to crash, and everyone bails. My minds full of clutter, my hearts aflutter. Thrown and alone, I lay in the gutter.
Fast Lane
Flying by the seat of my pants. All legs, no dance. Running fast. Can it last??? Days go by, Speed or die. Line after line. No food all wine. Running low on cash. Here comes the crash... Stopping... Dropping... Rock bottomed out. Will it end? — No doubt.
Pain in my A..ddiction
Addiction I've written about my addiction, in the past. Addiction is something you carry with you for life. It has a real hold over you. It's not psychosomatic, it's a legitimate issue. Especially for us in the mental health community. It's easy to fall into the grips of drugs and especially alcohol when you're suffering … Continue reading Pain in my A..ddiction
One Hit
Today is the day. I will no longer get my fix. No doubt. No way. Getting myself out of the mix. I feel so free, I am finally me. Tired as hell, Not feeling so well. Distracting my brain, Life is a strain. Crawling out of my shirt. One hit wouldn’t hurt. Wait, stop! What … Continue reading One Hit
Hope
It's Not a Four Letter Word. I have been down some dark paths in my life. Inside I knew they would lead nowhere, but I still journeyed down them. These decisions were not made out of ignorance or stupidity. They were made out of fear of change, because in some ways it felt safe and … Continue reading Hope
One Regular Dad 