Positivity blinds me,

It fuckin binds me.

I strive,

Not to thrive!

To just survive.

Tight rope walking,

Fake shit talking.

Welcome to my life,

The age of strife.

Bat shit crazy,

With a hungry knife.

I get paid

I get laid,

The chaos fades.

But..

The demon might sleep,

But my soul it will reap.

No matter the high,

The drops always nigh…