Life has thrown up some hard obstacles my way recently. Between surgeries (for myself and my wife), undiagnosed illnesses and just general anxiety and depression. I am not throwing myself a pity party, I am actually doing quite the opposite. I’ve decided to take this pain and funnel into my one great passion in life; … Continue reading Pushing Back
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Pain in my A..ddiction
Addiction I've written about my addiction, in the past. Addiction is something you carry with you for life. It has a real hold over you. It's not psychosomatic, it's a legitimate issue. Especially for us in the mental health community. It's easy to fall into the grips of drugs and especially alcohol when you're suffering … Continue reading Pain in my A..ddiction
First Daze
Back to School Today was my daughters first day of 2nd grade. We homeschool, so it’s a lot of work, especially since she has the attention span of a gnat. It's a challenge, but we have a fun time learning together. She learns Math, English and history. I learn patience. Still it was a fun … Continue reading First Daze
Problematic
I. Sit, Knowing. Hardly showing, The pain and guilt I feel. Is this world of mine even real? Panic struck. What the f... Now I try Then I cry The arrow, Points the way.
Centering Myself
Meditation on a Rainy Day I try and meditate on a daily basis. I usually do this in the morning, and sometimes if I've had a rough day, also at night. I have panic attacks and tend to get anxious in social settings, but I've noticed that I am doing a little better since I … Continue reading Centering Myself
Chronic Pain
Sharing is Caring My wife an I share everything, we have an open line of communication, and we use it. We also happen to share abusive childhoods, anxiety, PTSD and depression. At least we have each other. While some days are hard, others are amazing. That’s the ups and downs of life. If you follow … Continue reading Chronic Pain
One Regular Dad 