Sliding upwards, Balanced slightly. Blinding light, Stagger nightly. Demonic fright, Unnerving screams. Shadowed by forever dreams. Unshakable pressure to preform Backed by an emotional storm. Empty feeling, The darkness appealing. Directionally challenged... Fate holds cards, it should not be dealing. CT as
Instantly grateful How so faithful? A love endures, A life that cures. The toxic mind Of a demonic find. Twisted and torn, A life reborn. Fuck fate, I have my soul mate.
Running fast and feeling great. This last month has been crazy and hard, but totally worth it. I’ve been working as much as possible in-between spending time with my family and starting my business. Staying indoors is my thing anyway, and now I have something to focus on. I have a tendency to go overboard … Continue reading Quickest Month Ever
I finally got my freelance copywriter business going. I am hoping to try and keep up my writing on both blogs. I enjoy having a place to write down my emotions and life experiences. That being said this is still all very new to me and I am going to be putting my energy into … Continue reading Exciting News
I’ve had 2 paths laid out in front of me for awhile and I had to make a decision about which one to take. The first path involves going back to a job that I am not sure I can even handle. It’s a safe choice in some ways. I know the in’s and out’s … Continue reading Freelance Writing
Metaphorical car crash. Like an AutoTuned bash. A ball for one tone death soul. Like a Shoe double patched over the same hole. Double back, and watch your step Alice. Don’t get left behind, chained down by malice. Like hatred taking the righteous out this story. All the innocence we leave stuck in Purgatory. Children … Continue reading Lost Children
I just wanted to drop a quick post and thank everyone for the support they have given me. I honestly can’t believe I’ve shared 200 posts to the world, especially when I was so hesitant to post my first one. Every post helps me continue on my path to turn my passion for writing into … Continue reading 200 Pieces of My Soul
Mindlessly wandering, Subconsciously pondering. A turn here and there, Fate moves through the air. Blind to the path, The science and math. Unbeknownst bliss, A life not to miss.
I’ve been having a hard time writing lately, I just feel like I am in survival mode. I know that my PTSD keeps me in fight or flight some days, well most days. Hyper vigilance is amazing when things go sideways, because my body and mind are both just waiting for conflict. The bad part … Continue reading Hyper Vigilante
The wind whispers through the trees. Sprite like branches, playful leaves. Magic fostered by the land, In every rock, twig and grain of sand. An abundance of energy, Hard to catch; slippery. A steep price, yet free. But when you’re ready to receive. Relax, and Just Breathe.