A long time coming

I am not really sure at what point I stopped writing on this blog and I can’t really give a clear Eason. There wasn’t any traumatic event (Well nothing specific anyway) that triggered it. If I am being honest, and that was one of the reasons I started writing this blog In The first place, … Continue reading A long time coming

Quickest Month Ever

Running fast and feeling great. This last month has been crazy and hard, but totally worth it. I’ve been working as much as possible in-between spending time with my family and starting my business. Staying indoors is my thing anyway, and now I have something to focus on. I have a tendency to go overboard … Continue reading Quickest Month Ever

Hyper Vigilante

I’ve been having a hard time writing lately, I just feel like I am in survival mode. I know that my PTSD keeps me in fight or flight some days, well most days. Hyper vigilance is amazing when things go sideways, because my body and mind are both just waiting for conflict. The bad part … Continue reading Hyper Vigilante

Trapped

Lately I feel like I am not living life. It’s like I am stuck in a film, and I am watching this version of myself on a loop. It’s beyond predictable and redundant, it’s disheartening. I know that I need structure, but I feel like the borg someday; fully assimilated (This is a super nerdy … Continue reading Trapped

Crossroads

This is a post I didn’t expect to write. I never intentionally set out to write poetry on this blog. Poetry is a past time, but I had never let anyone else read it. Honestly, In the past I hardly ever shared any of my writing. I have been at it almost 17 years and … Continue reading Crossroads